life...

sunset

2009-03-26T13:34:00.000-07:00

2009-03-26T12:01:00.000-07:00

alinutza

2009-03-03T06:49:00.000-08:00

beautiful solitarity

2009-01-23T10:17:00.000-08:00

Doux

2009-01-23T10:09:00.000-08:00

Saturday afternoon

2009-01-23T09:56:00.000-08:00

"THE ANA";)

2009-01-21T15:51:00.000-08:00

killing oranges in an ecologycal way

2009-01-21T15:28:00.000-08:00

Din seria SAVE THE PLANET, PLEASE!:
Storcator manual de citrice, 17 lei METRO

Poveste...

2008-12-14T15:03:00.000-08:00

Things around me every day

2008-09-08T08:41:00.000-07:00

without life

2008-09-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

love makes no difference

2008-05-25T16:13:00.000-07:00

Africa-discovering the beginning and finding myself

2008-02-09T12:12:00.000-08:00

Virgin trip.

On the same planet, at this very moment , this is real.
Smile...

Take me around the world.

A kind of peace.

Touch.Taste.Feel.Try.

Discovering the world.

Nothing bad could happen as long as I'm here.

Continuity...

Playing around.

Hands work.

No need to hurry.Never.For anything.

Pure Soul.

This is my world.Welcome.

Bashfulness innocence

Watch me growing up.

Living the moment.Tomorrow is another day.

Thoughts.

Beeing a part of everything.

In the middle of the infinity.

Chilhood's dance.

The beauty of the most simple things.

Evening walk.The ocean is my home.

Do you think we could find our traces?
Don't worry, i'll find my way even without this time.
Follow me...

Freedom in 2.

Pure beauty.

Together.

Soul healing.

Team Work.

Salvation: nature.As simply as that.

Thank you L.A.!

Food market.

Lucky .

Difference makes anything special.

Looking everywhere.

Beauty for free.

Sharing the world.What else is there?

Hold my hand...and see the world through my eyes.

Please, keep our dreams alive.

Following the sun...and the sun follwing them.

Real life...instincts.Imagine the music.Dance.

Moment of colours.Beautiful fullness.

There is time in your world.So what?

And the world around keeps on moving.

Thoughts ...from a letter to a dear friend...

i just came back from zanzibar last week, it was for the first time when i was in Africa and it was the best experience i ever had....i came back home full of energy and feeling like no one could stop me to follow my dreams.it's just so hard sometimes , i mean knowing how beautiful and amazing is this planet and how short is this life....and all the time we're losing every day , in front of some walls or concrete landscapes..i'll never be happy with that, living here and having some holidays once on year...so I've really decided to try everything, anything...just to give myself the chance to see this world, to travel," no strings attached, no hidden catch"...i mean just waking up in the morning and deciding where i should go today...it's so hard to explain in words everything i have inside..so many ideas are passing through my head right now...and finally , they all come to one: it's all about sharing.Even if i tried to fight with that feeling,i always come back to that: i could be in the most beautiful place in the world...it would be so empty to not share it with somebody.Sometimes i'm thinking I'm just weak thinking like that, but it's not even about thinking, but about feeling.Sometimes life is not about decisions, but about feelings...only that.Sometimes i really make myself believe that i'm fine, that i don't miss someone, that the beauty of this life is not only that, and my brain is working on all these theories and for some moments or hours or days i might believe that is really working...but about the heart? and how should i do to make these 2 elements go together?maybe that would be happiness...though i feel i'm happy just because of being alive.it just came out and it helps, I’m just feeling it while I’m writing it..I want to do so many things at the same time that i'm losing myself between.This time i really feel like i grown up in a way, like something really changed inside of me and i could never go back where i was...but i fear more, maybe because i want more or i felt more or i touched more...i don't know what to do...giving up or still believing? I always thought that reality is what we make out of it, so if i would be afraid to still believe, maybe it would never happen ; at the same time, maybe I’ll go fucking crazy , believing in all these untouchable things...Something happened to me , last month, besides the energy of Africa and its people and animals...something else...and i'm sure, everything has a reason...i'm just feeling so lost sometimes. And sometimes so happy, and that's the beauty of life, i know...you never know what you gonna get.i just feel like i have so many things to give, creating something i mean, and i still didn't do anything...so great.Freedom it's a state of mind-why i'm losing it so often when i wake up?And why in my life everything has something to do with love? I’m smiling by myself, how would you know? I’m just writing everything that goes out from my head....Basically, i had something amazing, like a magic power, and i don't want to loose it...its'a hard even to talk about it But I’m afraid that maybe is too much, so hard to say sometimes exactly the truth....afraid that maybe everything is not enough...what shall i do then?I could just be behind the wheel tonight and saying tomorrow everything i have to say...assuming all the consequences, without making any scenarios before...just letting all out...it could be all over right now and i don't want to miss something of this life.it sounds strange everything i'm writing here....i know, i just feel like living a moment right know...and i don't want to talk about it with my friends...i feel better writing it and sent it in space:)))just thoughts...i want to make this world a little bit more beautiful....starting with the people next to me.I never thought that one day i could see all the stars in the sky...and i swear, and you have to believe me, that 2 weeks ago, on a perfect beach, at the end of the world... someone was showing me for the first time...everything.and now I’m here, trying to do no matter what to give myself the freedom to go anywhere, whenever i want...travelling it's the best way of feeling people, and knowing myself...so here i am, knowing what i want and thinking how to do it:)))I’m just scarred to loose a part of me...by closing it so deep in my heart.I’m going to make it , i have to, anyway there's no turning back....now. I have to dare to change something in my life. Give myself a chance and believing in me. If not now, then when? if not me, then who?wish me luck, i need it so much....

saturday night self-portrait: playing with butterflyies in my head

2008-02-09T11:43:00.000-08:00

Now I know what I want .The only difference.
I'm just wonedring... could i be closer?

And what if everything is not enough?

heart & brain

If not now, then when? If not me, than who?

Next level...ready .

feelings and technology:)

2007-12-03T14:45:00.000-08:00

trying to get there...

2007-12-03T14:32:00.000-08:00

1 martie

2007-02-28T18:44:00.000-08:00

Asta seara, am privit ultima zi de iarna, transformandu_se in prima zi de primavara…si am admirat un spectacol frumos:viata.
Am baut un ceai cu niste prieteni, m_am vazut cu alt prieten si ne-am plimbat cu masina in locuri in care n_am mai fost niciodata pana acum, sau poate ca da, dar le-am privit din cu totul alt punct de vedere;...m_am simtit trecator in orasul in care am crescut si care a devenit de la o secunda la alta, paris, viena...si un alt loc despre care ma intreb inca daca exista.

Am fumat o tigara la balconul unei cladiri moderne, privind o casuta pustie si acoperita de iedera.M_a fascinat.

In acelasi timp mi_am dat seama ca e incredibil de frumos ca suntem atat de multi si atat de diferiti si paradoxal de trist ca ne_am gandit sa inventam clone...sa ne luptam cu legile universului doar dintr-un complex transformat in aroganta.Uneori urasc stiinta.

Am ajuns la ideea de clone, punnadu_mi retoric niste intrebari : oare exista doi oameni cu aceeasi voce, dar cu acelasi ras?nu , suntem diferiti...si rasul meu este frumos doar pentru ca rad.Multumesc pentru compliment oricum.

Am dansat mult apoi , fara sa spun nici un cuvant.E important si rar sa intelegi sa respecti calaotoria celuillat in visele lui...cand muzica e mijlocul de transport.Sunt rari prietenii cu care stai ore in sir fara sa vorbesti si fara sa devina penibil.Linistea e mai placuta decat orice ...linsitea din muzica...

Am fost sa cumparam flori de la piata Cosbuc...a fost atat de lin si dulce pasul primei zile din martie...Ne_am inavartit in cerc , printre gunoaie si parfumuri de flori...am ametit putin de placere...eu am vazut decat florile....si primavara.

I _am cumparat un trandafir mamei, as fi vrut sa ii mai desenez inca felicitari cu carioci...am crescut?
N_am simtit asta seara.

M_am bucurat de tot, am iubit tot...am iubit viata.
Atat de simplu si accesibil…open your eyes…Si hai sa uitam ca am inventat clone…

simples things

2006-09-01T14:49:00.000-07:00

I've been outhere so i can't stay here anymore

Waiting

I believe in the sunshine

spring time!!!take my hand and let's take a walk.

even if it's the 1st september...close your eyes and dream...i am here

I looked at the sea yesterday but i didn' find you...are you the man on the moon?

you must be, because every time you go away you take it with you.

fortunately i can still see its light...and the sea is so beautiful!

thanx for beeing there

fresh colours

Please, forget the rest of the world

2006-08-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

Cry just for me
Forget the rest of the world!
Breathe just for me,
Smile just for me,
Speak just for me,
Look only at me,
Please don’t question why.
Sing just for me,
Be happy just because of me,
Dream only about me,
Think only of me,
Wait just for me,
Forget the rest of the world!
Remember only
The smell of my skin,
The taste of my kiss,
The colour of my eyes,
The sound of my voice,
The beat of my heart,
The move of my hips,
The touch of my hair on your face,
The garment of my favourite dress,
Please, forget the rest of the world!
Be mine!

Azi, Aujourd'hui, Today

2006-08-25T01:25:00.000-07:00

Tine_ma de mana inca o data asta seara
Si lasa_ma sa alunec dulce pe curba gatului tau
Starnge_ma mai mult in brate,
si mai puternic
pana cand nu mai pot respira
priveste-ma dulce si cald
si joaca-te putin cu gandurile mele
lasa-ma sa urc sus
si ramai putin cu mine
privind mai departe.
Tine-ma atat de aproape si strans
Incat sa_mi lasi urme in amintiri si pe piele
Rascoleste putin prezentul…
M_am plictisit sa astept ceva.
Lasa-ma sa fiu copil si femeie
Nu_mi pune prea multe intrebari…
Priveste-ma fara sa spui nimic
In timp ce iti fumezi tigara…
Si da-mi si mie un fum
Sa-ti mai ating odata buzele…
Copil ….si joaca
De-a seductia…
Nici nu stiu daca as vrea sa castigi…
In curand se termina ziua
Si o sa adorm zambind…
Iar maine o sa te uit…
Mi s_a mai intamplat aceeasi poveste.

Prends ma main de nouveau ce soir
Et laisses moi glisser doucement sur la courbure de ton cou
Serres moi plus longtemps dans tes bras
et plus fort encore
Jusqu’à je ne peux plus respirer
Regarde moi doux et chaleureux
Et joue un peu avec mes pensées
Laisse-moi monter tout en haut
et reste un petit peu avec moi
En regardant plus loin
Serre moi si proche et si fort
Que tu me laisses des traces dans mes souvenirs et sur ma peau
Bouge un peu mon présent
Je me suis ennuyée d’attendre quelque chose
Laisse moi être femme et enfant
Ne me pose pas trop de questions
Regarde moi sans rien dire
Pendent que tu fumes ta cigarette
Et donne moi fumer un peu
Que je touche encore une fois tes lèvres
Un enfant…et le jeu
de la séduction
Je ne sais même pas si je veux que tu gagnes
Bientôt c’est la fin de la journée
Et je vais m’endormir en souriant
Et demain je vais t’oublier
J’ai déjà vécu cette histoire…

Hold my hand one more time tonight
And let me fall dawn on the curb of your neck
hold me longer in your arms
and stronger
until I can’t breath anymore
look at me tender and sweet
and play a little bit with my mind
let me fly high outhere
and stay a little bit with me
But looking further
Hold me tight and close
Until you let marks in my memories and on my skin
Shake a little bit my present
I’m bored of waiting for something.
Let me be a woman and a child at the same time
And don’t ask me too many questions
Look in my eyes without saying a word
While you’re smoking your cigarette
And give me a smoke
To touch one more time your lips.
A child …and the play
Of seduction.
I don’t even know if I want you to win or not.
Soon the day will be over
And i will fall asleep smiling
And tomorrow I will forget you
I’ve already lived this story….

T.O.I

2006-08-25T01:22:00.000-07:00

Tu peux me retrouver dans les étoiles tu penses ?
Tu pourras regarder mieux dans la pluie et dans le vent ?
Ca te suffit une vie pour me chercher ?
Mon âme a besoin de se reposer un peu,
Mais j’ai envie de courir vers toi
Tu pense que cette lumière pourrait un jour s’étendre dans mon cœur ?
Tu penses que tu pourras me remplacer ?
Je me promène dans les rues
En essayent de te voir…ou de te revoir
T’es parti maintenant…
Si tu jamais a été la
Tu m’as déjà remplacé ?
J’ai besoin de ça.
T’es parti ou ?
Je peux gouter ton amour.
Comment je pourrais voir autre chose
Quand toi t’es déjà tout ?
Mon monde est une graine de sable
Et c’est toi.
Ce voyage est un peu dur des fois
Tu pourrais vraiment me voir..
Dans un ciel si grand ?
Et ce silence,
Et cette solitude
Et toi, seulement toi, le seul
Je vais encore voyager
Il y a quelque chose, il n’y a rien.
Aides moi !
Tu me manques trop.
Je t’embrasse….regarde- maintenant je t’embrasse
Je dois ouvrir les yeux doucement
Pour ne pas tomber de trop haut.
Je t’ai rêvé hier soir
Mais je n’ai pas vu ton vissage
Mais je sais que c’était toi
Tu sais tout ça non ?

mail catre voi

2006-07-25T18:02:00.000-07:00

Am citit mailu_ul tau intr_un fel anume si ma intrebam acum daca esti trist tot timpul sau doar cand l_ai scris.
Lucrurile despre care vorbesti_ le inteleg _uneori ma prefac ca n_ar exista;
Aici ploua azi si nu stiu de ce incerc sa zambesc;sunt fericita cred, ar trebui cel putin...doar deschid geamul si simt gustul luminilor din paris... Am intalnit atat de multi oameni frumosi , neinteresanti, fericiti , tristi....am invatat multe cred, dar in acelasi timp m_am pierdut putin in tot ce e nou...si uneori uit cine sunt...
Visele mele sunt uneori atat de aproape _simt ca le pot atinge, alteori le distrug cu multa multa ura_in felul asta nu mai am de ce sa fiu dezamagita am incetat demult sa_mi pun unele intrebari pentru ca mereu ajung la acel ultim "de ce ?" care nu are raspuns....
cele mai importante lucruri nu au sens, viata e unul dintre ele...si cu toate astea iubesc ideea ca traiesc, uneori si faptul...
nu stiu de ce si eu sunt cam ciudata azi, eufemistic vorbind.;;nu sunt deloc sociabila si am un chef nebun sa fac multe lucruri atat de diferite de ceea ce fac acum;
Vreau sa vad lumea..stiam de dinainte, dar acum am simtit cu adevarat ca in calatorii poti gasi cele mai puternice motive sa te trezesti dimineata ..;
Am avut o saptamana frumoasa, am fost la Genova la un prieten, nu a fost nimic pregatit si de_ aia a fost bine , oameni calzi, soare, mare, barci , pescari , munte, din nou mare....aveam nevoie sa o vad...
Pe langa toata astea am trait o experienta unica in viata mea, n_am sa uit niciodata si as vrea atat de mult sa gasesc cuvintele potrivite sa o descriu ; nu prea am cum, o sa_ti arat un film de trei minute cand ma intorc si cred ca ai sa intelegi despre ce vorbesc ; pe scurt, am vazut pentru prima data in viata mea delfini, la un acvariu, cel mai mare din Europa am inteles...si din prima clipa am simtit ca vad cel mai frumos lucru care exista pe pamant....ne despartea un geam imens _dar am trait ...nu stiu cum sa_ti explic, e inefabil...cred ca niciodata _nu am comunicat cu oamenii la nivelul asta, niciodata n_am atins ceva atat de frumos_doar prin prisma privirilor, niciodata n_am plans de fericire...si demult incetasem sa cred ca exista lucruri perfecte....nu stiu cat am stat acolo, prietenii imi spun ca in jur de o ora, am uitat complet unde eram si ca nu eram singura, am uitat toate lucrurile urate, stupide din mintea si sufletul meu, nu stiam nimic din ce se intampla in jur, apoi am inteles ca a fost chiar un spectacol pentru toata lumea.....cand am plecat erau oameni care plangeau si ei ; altii care ma intebau cum am facut asta...nu stiu ce s_a intamplat, dar a fost atat de altfel, atat de simplu, curat....si a schimbat atat de multe lucruri in mine....viata asta e frumoasa, trebuie doar sa ne amintim mereu ca lumea in care traim e atat de mare si ca in fiecare zi poti descoperi pentru prima data ceva....
Am fost fericita, am dansat cu delfinii, fara sa ii ating, am fost acolo.....fara dovezi si fara cuvinte;
De cand m_am intors am vazut filmuletul de 1000 de ori si tot timpul am simtit aceesi emotie....si ce ma uimeste e ca toti oamenii care l_au vazut au fost schimbati dupa....si daca ma consider altfel si daca sunt fericita ca exist_e pentru asta_pentru ca uneori sunt din nou copil....si pentru ca uneori deschid portile spre altceva si toata fericirea asta e atat de trista, pentru ca ei erau acolo unde nu trebuiau sa fie....si daca n_ar fi fost n_as fi trait asta....sa ma bucur sau sa plang. ??..
nu stiu, e ca si cum as incerca sa inchid soarele intr_o cutie opaca sau sa torn marea intr_o sticla sau sa castig iubirea la u joc de carti sau sa explic poezia sau muzica prin formule matematice, e ca si cum pescarusii ar calatori in colivie sau delfinii in acvariu cele mai frumoase lucruri se nasc din durere....
te pup ioana

playing in 2..the grande love story (Le jeu en 2...la grande histoire d'amour)

2006-05-28T11:56:00.000-07:00

just you&me

(seulement moi&toi )

you make me feel protected

( avec toi je me sens protegée)

everything's beautiful with you

(tout devient beau à côté de toi)

you make me see things i've never seen before

(tu me fais voir des choses que j'ai jamais vu avant)

you see me as i am

(tu vois dedans moi)

you bring the sunshine in my life

(t'ammenes le soleil dans ma vie)

you are the center of my universe

(t'es le centre de mon univers)

would you go at the end of the world with me?

(tu pourrais partir au bout du monde avec moi?)

don't forget me baby

(ne m'oublie pas mon amour)

i will be here, sugar, watching your shadow

(je serai la...en regardant ton ombre)

i could fall down and touch the ground...but i will stop before

(j'aurais pu tomber et toucher la terre ...mais je vais m'arreter avant)

romania...from another point of view

2006-03-31T12:02:00.000-08:00

papillon

2006-03-31T11:47:00.000-08:00

Paris Paris Paris

2006-03-26T10:42:00.000-08:00

Loneliness

so far away from the rest of us...

i tried to talk to him, he smiled sadly at me and i understood...i gave him a cigarette and i left

What are you seeing out there old man?And how long have you been waiting for the sun?

paris - dance & music

walking on the streets of paris...dreaming

Venice

2006-03-26T10:33:00.000-08:00

une ville qui est devenue un décor de théatre ...il a fallu juste que je comprenne mon rôle

Rome

2006-03-26T07:46:00.000-08:00

love & freedom

it was 23 o'clock in the evening or maybe later...... music, laughters, a cigarette at the end of the evening , together....smiling

Friendship

2006-02-23T18:32:00.000-08:00

feel it, taste it , see it...and never let it go

miracles

2006-02-01T19:20:00.001-08:00

it happens everywhere and every day

...keep your eyes opened

child's dream

2006-02-01T19:02:00.000-08:00

when the dreams weren't so far away
i still remember that i was a princess...

i saw these 2 ballons on an empty street one evening...i was amazed, i felt such a strange feeling.How did they get there?where is the child whom these belong?what is the story they have behind?i'm so happy for taking this photo...life's made of simple things, but sometimes i'm too blind to see it.
crash the limits....imagine

and then i grew up.......oh

2006-02-01T18:58:00.000-08:00

what else is out there????

Who am i?

where am i going?
i want to know everything..........tell me the truth!!!!and then repeat it again and again and again.....and then leave me alone for a while to understand if you're lying.